She Thought...

The thoughts in her head
The feelings in her heart
The words on her lips
The tears in her eyes

The pain through her veins
The struggle within her soul
The guilt on her chest
The weakness of her all

She thought she had this life
She thought she understood
She thought she got it all
She got it all wrong

She thought it was the time
When things were finally fair
She thought there could be more
She lost all what was there

She thought that you were true
She thought this time it's real
She thought she had a clue
Now there's too much to heal..

As she was breaking down
She knew what she had to do
It was her last resort
To end what she's going through

At dawn when the air was thin
And the sky was very low
Gathering herself she swallowed her fears
Then she was ready to go

On her way she was chased
By images from her past
But nothing could break her will
Nothing could hold her back

After a long painful journey
She made it to the top of the hill
The wind was blowing angrily
Yet she strongly stood still

It was the time and the place
Tears started running down her face
Of all the sins of disgrace
This was her favorite mistake

She closed her eyes and smiled
What's left was only a while
She could finally feel peace of mind
She took her last breath and died..



p.s: That's a very depressing poem, I was not feeling well when i wrote it ... So i definitely do not mean it ..I hope it doesn't encourage any suicidal thoughts in any one 's head!!! lol