Me, Myself and I

I'm just trying to find a way to explain
How i am seriously turning insane
Crazy is what i used to call Me
But Myself has now acquired the name

Speaking of Me and Myself
It's been a long time since we talked
I think we should get together
The three of us shall take a long walk

As we're wandering through the woods
Our thoughts struggling in my head
I decided to say some random words
To break the ice and move ahead

The word "love" came up
I found myself rising above
For she believes in its powers
And it's all what she's thinking of

She said:
"Feel it from the inside
And spread it all around you
Smile at every face you see
And leave the past behind you"

And then she started chanting
"Om Shanti Peace peace
Peace, love and understanding
Please please please"

But then there was me
Sarcastically starting to clap
While laughing hilariously she said
"Could you please cut the crap?"

She said:
"Wake up honey it's reality
Where love does not exist
Nobody cares and nobody will
as long as you insist!"

"We're all alone in this world
Striving for peace of mind
The peace you're talking about
It is beyond space and time"

And then there was silence
It was my turn to speak
I regret the chosen topic
For it makes me feel weak

I said:
"Love is what i thought
But not what i felt
Loneliness is what i fought
But in my heart is where it dwelt"

"I'm stuck in the middle
of love and loneliness
Hope and despair
Strength and weakness"

"My words, My thoughts
My intelligence, My personality
My insecurities, my failings
My emotions, My Insanity"

Again I started hearing it
Disturbance in my brain
At night it wont let me sleep
At night when voices scream

In my head they keep roaring
They're angry with my mind
yet all I'm struggling for is
Kissing away the image of your smile

What's happening to Me?I am hurting myself!
This must be put to an end
I'm talking to Myself, but she 's not inside
I can't seem to find Me as well

Now I'm lost in the woods
I can't find my way home
Why did i take life so seriously
Why didn't i just let go?

... It's okay if you don't understand a word in this poem! LOL